Doug Lofstrom began his career as an artist in October 2016, with no prior formal education in art, when he made the decision to purchase canvases, brushes and acrylic paints. Art poured out of him at a rapid pace. Completely self taught, Doug states, “I approach the art form with a happy heart and stress-free mind.”
On Thursday, June 21st, 2018, I was painting on Main Street in Edmonds, WA when a woman, Pam Martin, approached. She was struck by the colors and vibrancy of my art. She was particularly intrigued by two abstract portraits. She asked me if I would paint a representation of her son, Chris,’ life. Chris had taken his own life one year earlier when he was 20 years old.
Pam and her husband, Phil, wanted a portrait that represented Chris as well as their feelings around this tragedy.
Pam loved my use of color and wanted me to use aqua and magenta in the painting. She showed me a tattoo on her wrist, a broken heart bisected by the cross of Jesus. Phil had a Celtic cross tattooed on his ankle. The letters CWM stood strongly at the intersection of the cross. She wanted those images reﬂected in the piece. She also handed me a photo of Chris in a suit and tie, his genuine smile warmly greeting me.
I chose a 32” by 48” canvas for the work. To me every choice from the size of the canvas to each individual brushstroke is intensely important in capturing a person’s essence. I selected a canvas on which I had already painted a piece entitled “Genius With Emerging Ideas.” It felt just right. Painting over an existing painting is called “Pentimento.” I employ this technique as it adds an element of of structure and depth to the work.
In order to ready myself for this emotionally challenging task, I began by painting four 48” square paintings in an installation I named “Serenity.” Next I painted another abstract called “Tranquility.” Working on and oﬀ for 5-6 weeks I had a completed painting with the images and life force that truly represented Pam and Phil. But I struggled to ﬁnd Chris. I felt a deep connection to him, but somehow his spirit was alluding me.
One evening I was struck by a ﬁerce impulse to paint. I created a black and white abstract movement piece. Looking over the image the following morning, I wondered to myself whether Chris would like it. Instantly an intense swirling of energy began coursing through my body. It was a feeling I had never experienced. Then I said aloud, “Chris, do you like this?” and the vibrational current intensiﬁed. I knew that Chris was with me. A few days later, I had completed a striking, yet contemporary and abstract, representation of Chris.
Pam and Phil were deeply impacted by both paintings. They plan to hang these pieces in their home or in the oﬃce of their new foundation, RADical Hope, which was created in honor of Chris.
RADical Hope is dedicated to improving the lives of those suﬀering from or at risk for mental illness. Please visit their website at www.radicalhopefoundation.org to learn more about the foundation and how you can help radically address this crisis.